Happy New Year! I am so excited; this next couple of years will be full of changes. Look out world, here comes the new me!
I feel like I can move on now. These last few years have been horrible. I’ve felt like I wasn’t going anywhere with my life and there was nothing I could do about it. Something had me trapped and held me so tight I couldn’t breathe… Once in awhile I still get that way but I think Hypnotherapy has really helped.
I’ve had some pretty neat sessions: First, I learned about the mind (conscious and subconscious) and the spirit. The second session was my first experience with hypnosis. I learned what it was and how to achieve it. Third, I went back into hypnosis; back in time to before my birth. This was neat. It was like reliving the experience through feelings (I didn’t “see” it). I felt really excited to be born but once I was, it was really hard for me.
When I was born I guess I swallowed my stool and had the cord wrapped around my neck. They had to pump my lungs and put me in the NICU. They took me from my parents and I was really, really scared. Through hypnosis, I felt a connection and great love and sadness for that baby.
In another session, my grandfather was brought up. I remember I couldn’t talk; or I felt so deep in hypnosis that I felt I didn’t want to. When I was brought back to the abuse I felt this huge sadness in me. I couldn’t stop crying and the doctor wanted me to communicate it… I saw myself a little girl, huddled in a corner of a dark room. I felt scared and powerless.
I was told to imagine myself with superpowers or something; to see myself bigger and stronger than he. I saw my grandfather shrink and shrink. He was embarrassed. I picked him up and I put him in a cage. At this point I couldn’t stop laughing! The doctor asked me why; I didn’t know but it felt so good! I felt like I was free; like I was experiencing my true nature!
Melonie
*All names have been changed in order to protect the privacy of those involved.
