Hey!
What’s up?
I’m doing okay.
My family and I are at
Yellowstone National Park.
It’s great here.
There are so many beautiful things to see.
It’s sad, though, that I can’t stand to be around my family anymore!
I know that I am probably hard to live with too.
I’ve been kinda angry.
Poor Dad.
He’s trying so hard to bring this family together and no one wants to corporate.
He’s so great.
I Love him so much.
He is the greatest Dad anyone can have, I’m sure.
May 6, 1999
My life is so pathetic.
It seems like a total waste of time.
Why am I here?
What is the purpose of my life?
Why do I keep making the same mistakes?
I feel like I’ve lost myself.
This year has been a complete loss.
What have I accomplished?
I have been set back more then I’ve moved forward!
My biggest dream is to one day get married to a wonderful guy and have a family.
Next to that dream there are two others.
Being Miss
America (don’t ask) and owning an LDS girls camp like Oakcrest.
(I got a job there this summer.
I am so excited!
I’ll be a cook!)
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